I will never forget the look on your face when I picked you up at the airport and spoke the unspoken. You were looking at me, eyebrows raised, as if to say, "But, how do you know?"
The question caught me off-guard and I had no answer for you. I wish I had said,
I know the same as anyone else knows, I suppose.
I know that when we are together, I don't ever want to say goodbye. But I must.
I know that when something amazing or exciting happens, you're the first person I want to call. But I can't.
I know that when I hear a great jazz recording, you're the first person I want to hear it. But you're not listening.
I know when we are with our friends, I never want to leave your side; never want to miss your smile; never want your laughter to subside. But, I mingle.
I know when you are full of grief I want you to find relief in my embrace. I want to hold all of you -- your shaking shoulders and shuddering breaths, your darkest fears that there is no one left to cry with. But I am there.
I know I want you to know me, in all my weakness and ego and confidence and joy. But you don't really know, do you?
How do I know, you wanted to ask. I don't know. No one does. But with all that I am, I choose you.
What do you know about that?